Looking for a Reason.

A lot of people will understand this feeling, and a lot of people won’t. I am not looking for any sympathy or people to tell me their here for me because this is just the way I feel. I have started to feel as if I don’t matter, how I could vanish tomorrow and not … Continue reading Looking for a Reason.


New Job!

I have a new job! Which should be exciting, but it isn’t. It isn’t exciting because its hard work, because I work five days a week and come home exhausted each day, because work isn’t something to be excited about. Its something that you have to do in order to earn money, in saying that … Continue reading New Job!


I always end up worrying about my friends and weather or not they will find someone better than me and decide to replace me. This idea stems from me being insecure and never feeling good enough and as a result needing validation to feel secure. The thing is it is not their job to validate … Continue reading Alone.